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Will, Until Beauty

by Cariosus

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1.
Buried deeper down Dig until an urging grimness grips the mind One can choose To face the shadow Or perish if one chooses to hide Acknowledge the darkness It dwells in you and I (Listen) Growing (Hear me) Stronger (LISTEN) As you deny it growing You cannot hide You must face me Or surely you all shall die We're drawing near the end You must choose The path the path so narrow Will we withstand the test of time? Acknowledge the darkness It dwells in you and I (Listen) Growing (Hear me) Stronger (LISTEN) As you deny it growing You cannot hide You must face me Or surely we all shall die To see the dark in your own soul How it leads to light
2.
Hey now how about a little toast It's to the chaos at hand What I wanted most I want to be there As a frigid ghost And see you trying to connect To the misanthrope You want to feel him But don't get too close He's trying to be a good man But he's losing hope You want a bad man with the velvet rope You never seem to mind the hatred When you're getting choked Hey now how about a little toast It's to the chaos at hand What I wanted most I want to be there As a frigid ghost And see you trying to connect At the end of his rope Taking back a false sense of satisfaction Don't get too close And it's so alone, come and save my soul Hey now how about a little toast It's to the chaos at hand What I wanted most I want to be there As a frigid ghost And see you trying to connect Because I'm losing hope Taking back a false sense of satisfaction Don't get too close And it's so alone, come and save my soul I know this is a hollow living Constant sinking How could I sink so low You know this is a hollow living Freeing myself Seeking a way back home And to the chaos at hand What I wanted most I want to be there As a frigid ghost And see you trying to connect To the misanthrope Taking back a false sense of satisfaction Don't get too close And it's so alone, come and save my soul Hey now how about a little toast It's to the chaos at hand What I wanted most I want to be there As a frigid ghost And see you trying to connect Because I'm losing hope Taking back a false sense of satisfaction Don't get too close Bring me home I know this is a hollow living Constant sinking How could I sink so low You know this is a hollow living Freeing myself Seeking a way back home Save my soul How could I sink so low Save my soul Bring me home
3.
Here I have come to the end Of what was my world Rust away the shackles that bind me Once a slave, now freedom is daunting Waste away, the hedons deforming I've lost my way Rust away the shackles that bind me Once a slave, now freedom is daunting Waste away, the hedons deforming On this day I shunned the light of life My end, my end was nigh The depths had rotted my insides I said goodbye I said On my own So overwhelming So alone Shunning the light of day Far from home So overwhelming I'm so alone It needed to be this way Self contradiction is so far the only way Out of this hell that has taken my life away I don't want it anymore I don't want to be what I abhor Our end, our end is nigh The last man rotted our insides Today we say goodbye The door is closing There is no will to change You change nothing And pray to be saved Where will our choices lead us now Will we succumb to rot Where will the current carry us Will it be all for naught
4.
A seed has found its way upon the wind To rest in fertile ground within My heart its home So far it's grown with roots of strident din It crawls along the beating earth So far it's grown and speaks of mortal sin And here it finds its worth And reaching ever deeper For these waters have flowed Seeking streams within me Oh how her winds blow Shrieking my name To seek the fruit of the earth In its carnal frame So far it's grown with roots of strident din It crawls along the beating earth So far it's grown and speaks of mortal sin And here it finds its worth For these waters have flowed Seeking streams within me Oh how the flesh knows Shrieking my name To seek the fruit of the earth In its carnal frame It crawls along the beating earth Like flames among the undergrowth The waters may flow to quench its thirst But none could sate the bitter earth No- found its worth Sucking dry all the earth Now these water have flowed Seeking streams within me Oh how her winds blow And reaching ever deeper For these waters have flowed Seeking streams within me Oh how the flesh knows Shrieking my name A seed has found its way upon the wind To rest in fertile ground within Shriek my name So I can suffer Shriek my name Suffer
5.
A sense of looming dread Recurring omens I know what must be done The voiceless child is dead A cycle broken My own path to tread This sword and its guidance Stand firm to pierce the flesh The tension in this silence Sinks it slowly through your chest - Is it selfish To cut the thread and seek within What else can I do? How can I see through the darkness that lies within To be alone is to begin On the journey This wisdom gained through sin - Seeking the amorphous The sacred The obscene - For now I sit in silence And in biding my time I will really see How that breaking down the walls that we find within Will forge my destiny As I am sitting with the darkness Knowing all too well it's a part of me Here I know of the danger of ignorance Self knowledge holds the key - For what the cards show And through the signs ive seen Through an inner voice I shape my destiny Man of forest Man of sea Inner voices guiding me I(eye) of forest I(eye) of sea Inner voices guiding me Through breath Through silence For what the cards show And through the signs ive seen Through an inner voice I shape my destiny Through an inner voice I will be set free
6.
Here, with no regrets The scene is set And now we pick up the pieces Of what we have left In time it fades to doubt I can't see the path I can't make it out I can't see the path I just hear her This poison fills my lungs Curses cast- a wicked tongue I stand in the shade of doubt The tree where our love is hung I can't see the path I just feel her I just feel her wrath As I look upon the ashes of our shattered realm To find a reason why these demons had us overwhelmed The way is too unclear for me to say The answers may present themselves but then they're lost in shades of gray But none can make this will so tame If I can't do this for myself then im no better than a slave I am for my fate to blame Those little thoughts I hid And what they brought about With tooth and claw you dig To stop me pulling out You can't see the path You just see me You just see my wrath You're looking for a savior But im only a man If hell is what you're seeking Then consider me damned The song wrote in your absence Even 'fore you were gone The painting left upon my wall Unfinished- behind the curtain drawn
7.
Can you see the insanity of this world? Can you look it in the eye see it all unfurl? The seeds of our vanity sewn and now the earth portends Coming full circle this will bring us to the end As this sickness in our heads Now may be too be too much to mend Coming full circle can you see the fatal trend? Demons of excess tempting us to descend I see the looks on the faces of modern men I hear the sounding of trumpets and open graves They're right at home in the hole we're dug in I hear the sound of our judgement day Rootless Hubris Displaced I hear the progress of aeons...erased I am desperate for another way As this sickness in our heads now may be too much to mend Yeah it's coming full circle can you see the fatal trend?
8.
We come We walk asleep We come The shepherd bends to the will of sheep To bring the end of this era As the mighty fall And what we've come to defend Has brought us close to the end I see a herd of nameless faces and now We come The truth is blurred Slaves to emotion seek strength in the herd Come to see the underpinnings of an ancient way of life erased Envious, impetuously seeking prior works of man erased I see the stars align Black seas of immanence The water bearer sign And what we seek to defend Has brought us close to the end We bred a herd of nameless faces and now They come The frightful herd Ignorant indignation Their silver words How long must we wait To learn this lesson How long must we wait For the end of days Burn the structures down Violence, lust, know no bounds Burn it to the ground Violence Brace yourselves the end is coming Violence Another tower falls Burn it down This tower falls Burn it down I see it written in the sky It's inescapable And what the heavens portend Has let us know of the end Into the waters of the mind We will now descend To bring the era of the mindful individual And though our kings have been bleak And we fetishize the weak It's just a sign of this cycle now complete

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released January 12, 2024

Alex Pfister - Vocals/Bass
Kevin Kryszak - Guitar
Artwork by @andreavolpeart
Mixed/Mastered by Sam Bottner

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